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ENTER MY DOMAIN.....DO IT....TRUST THESE EYES^^^^^^^^^^^ but first you must see something...this may terrify you just a little so i warn you, if you have a weak stomach look away....dun dun dunnnnnn.....



        ITS GUY [powerz] as VILLE VALO FROM H.I.M



my fwends on elftown are....(and in no particular order so shut up)

[Much Ado About Nothing]-myne bestest friend in the world....love her too much, to her my heart is an open book, waiting for her to read
[powerz]-awww my one and only, u r perfection, hold my hand forever????? xxxx[i love you huge dong]
[~HYPERION~]-most randomly funny person i hav ever met whose bodily functions create fire...my male friend that is the best
[*wesley*]-the only boy thats the best gf
[Slayer 247]-the one who i owe part of my life to
[imbacon88]-the most beautiful charli
[kung fu wigga shit]- two words to u, u sexy beast "ya mum"
[999999#####]- the only one that can call me pumpkin without it being patronizing
[ROTTING FLESH]- i say go team jake! i stole ur viginity (in a warped n twisted way)
[rotting corpse]-lil frosty, u erotic animal u
[The_hoff]-my very fav newbie....wit a hot bod
[-elv-]-beautiful miles....my 3a.m wake up call hasnt woken me up 4 a while!!! grrr!!
[-Scarlett-]-my young and equisite beauty
[Magron]- the voice that is heard over all
[member - deleted]-shall i sing u another love song?
[===]- this beauty we have been cursed wit is such a drag lol
[+Distorted Beauty+] is a legend, i like you, ur fun
[1R5A9M3B5O7]-beno....lord of the bundy
[Julzia]-the sweetness, completly currupted....
[Defrost]-my emulsion boy, y do u live so far
[cute when you scream]-only person ive ever met on e.t n held a good convo wit
[M.A.C]-marko, marko, marko
[Treelo]-brootal guitarist and really big testosterone filled nuts
[woundedsoul] brett you are so much more talented and amazing than you think




            these are my wiki's i made/co-own/am a member of/or visit regularly.........

1. shavens shrine
  [ if for some reason you want to see pics of me go here]

2. people shaven does not hate
  [needs an update but im lazy, i do not dislike these people]

3. fucked in the head
  [made for me, guy and toby because we are]

4. power inc.
  [for my gorjuz and amazing bf....i love him]

5. toby lovers
  [for the insanely funny and a great buddy o' mine tobias]

6. synperium
  [these guys are fucking amazing....]

7. black thorn
  [completly brilliant and shud take over the world]

8. metal
  [a tribute to the great metal bands of our time]

I am: underappreciated
I have: everything to live for
I wish: to find my talent
I hate: how people percive me
I miss: my innocence......and my grandad
I fear: what is unknown
I hear: too many emo's complaining and now i will kill them all
I search: for more friends that do not judge
I wonder: what i will amount to in the end
I regret: speaking when i should hold my tongue
I love: knowing he loves me
I always: think to much
I am NOT: what everyone seems to think
I cry: when i cannot express myself thru words
I write: to release
I hurt: when im let down
I want: you to all know how much i care
I hope: that i find what im looking for
I feel alone: when i must keep things inside
I waste: my time on too many undeserving people
I talk: to let them in
I break: when i cannot make it anymore clear and i am refused
I watch: and see to much pain
I remember: when i hold a photograph
I forget: what it was like to be untainted
I sleep with: my only love
I hide: my true feelings
I drive: into things
I burn: ciggarettes and [Much Ado About Nothing]
I breathe: because i live for what mite be tomorrow
I feel: too much
I know: less than i will ever admit
I dream: of a place that will never exist, a place of peace
I await: my next happy moment
I live: because its a life worth living
I die: only when i have nothing and no one.....it cud be before my life has ceased
i do not wish to to talked to by you if.......

[1.u have a problem with my exessive consumption of alcohol and my occasional and sparatic use of illegal narcotics and perscription drugs]
2.you are going to preach to me about how i am going down the wrong path and need to change my ways
[3.you wish to inforce regilios views upon me and have a heated argument over petty bullshit]
4.you call me emo, , i will not admit to being one as i am not. i may listen to the music sometimes purely becuz i appreciate all genres. i do not sit in a dark, corner, light candles and cut myself while listening to the used. (i prefer being able to see my blood drip onto the tiles as i listen only to myself abusing myself from the inside
[5.tell me that my opinion is wrong. weather you think that or not, i dont care and i do not want to hear you maintain an extensivly long conversation about our differences]
6.you dont like REBECCA MAUGER(aka spuddie, lil mauge, bec, beccy, mole face whore)or GUY POWER
[7.And lastly but most importantly make a judgement on me before we have met, had a conversation or even seen each other. i am a good person who hates only people who hate me. do not fuck with me. i have come to a point where i will not take anyones shit and im about to snap......the earth will only be a better place when fuckwits that need to degrage other people to make their self worth higher are thrown into a aids infested pool of blood as i strategically slice them with a meat cleaver and turn the haters on eachother.........]

music (in no particular order)

slipknot
system of a down
cradle of filth
mudvayne
papa roach
the used
rammstein
chimaira
missy higgins
drowning pool
atreyu
a perfect circle
stone sour
murder dolls
my dying bride
red hot chilli peppers
three doors down
maroon 5
three days grace
james blunt
killswitch engage
jeff buckley
korn
my chemical romance
seether
staind
h.i.m
kelly clarkson
story of the year
yellowcard
evanesence
with broken wings
nickelback
incubus
good charlotte(shut up...whateva ur gonna say...dont wana hear it)



^^^^^fucked in the head^^^^^^ go there now cuz we are the cool kids [yeah thats right bitches]


tis me and [Treelo] mr metal man

     yay my very own wiki....i dont love me i just want you to tell me how much you do pweez shavens shrine


me and charli [imbacon88] at toby's b'day. dress up partaes are fun for the whole family....well maybe 18+


finally i found a pic to put up jake....[ROTTING FLESH]


more cool peoples
1. [Magron] ron pheonix [kahlia] and myself
2. me and [Treelo]
3. [-Scarlett-] and me
4. [999999#####] and a very small looking shaven
5. [Treelo]
6. shaven and [-elv-]
7. [Much Ado About Nothing] shaven, kim and [imbacon88]
8. [Treelo] me and small treelo aka jack
9. [Slayer 247] me and tex
10. [999999#####] and [gav-vern]
11. [-elv-]
12. [failingexistence]
13. [The Magus]
14. [failingexistence] [schmoo]
15. me, kim, [member - deleted]
16. me and [The Magus]

      Disorder Rating

      Paranoid: Very
      Schizoid: Low
     Schizotypal: Moderate
     Antisocial: High
     Borderline: Very High
     Histrionic: Very High
    Narcissistic: Very High
      Avoidant: High
      Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High




X= YES AND (_)=NO

(X) I HAVE BEEN DRUNK
(X) I HAVE SMOKED POT
(X) I HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(X) I HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX WITH TONGUE
(X) I HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(X) I HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX WITH TONGUE
(X) I HAVE CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR
(_) I HAVE BEEN TO JAPAN
(X) I HAVE RODE IN A TAXI
(_) I HAVE HAD ANAL SEX
(X) I HAVE BEEN IN LOVE
(X) I HAVE BEEN IN LUST
(X) I HAVE HAD SEX
(X) I HAVE HAD SEX IN PUBLIC
(X) I HAVE BEEN DUMPED
(X) I HAVE SHOPLIFTED
(X) I HAVE BEEN FIRED
(X) I HAVE BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
(X) I HAVE HAD A THREESOME
(X) I HAVE SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE
(X) I HAVE BEEN TIED UP
(X) I HAVE BEEN TIED UP SEXUALLY
(X) I HAVE BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING
(X) I HAVE PISSED ON MYSELF
(X) I HAVE HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(X) I HAVE BEEN ARRESTED
(X) I HAVE MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER
(X) I HAVE STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB
(X) I HAVE WENT ON A BLIND DATE
(X) I HAVE LIED TO A FRIEND (White lies)
(X) I HAVE HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
(X) I HAVE SKIPPED SCHOOL
(_) I HAVE SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER
(_) I HAVE BEEN SKYDIVING
(_) I HAVE BEEN DUMPSTER DIVING
(X) I HAVE PUT MY PANTS ON MY HEAD RANDOMLY
(X) I HAVE WALKED IN ON FRIENDS HAVING SEX
(X) I HAVE WALKED IN ON MY PARENTS HAVING SEX
(X) I HAVE BEEN CAUGHT HAVING SEX
(X) I HAVE EGGED A CAR AND/OR HOUSE
(X) I HAVE LIED JUST TO COVER MY OWN ASS
(X) I HAVE CUT SOMEONE AND MADE THEM BLEED
(X) I HAVE RUN FROM THE COPS
(X) I HAVE STOLEN A CAR FOR THE FUN OF IT


me......

-- Name: siobhan
-- Nickname: shaven
-- Birth date:7 august 1989
-- Birthplace: melbourne
-- Current location: Bowral
-- Eye color:brown
-- Hair color: brunette wit blonde streaks
-- Height:5"2 or maybe 5"1, im really short
-- Righty or lefty: right

-- Your heritage: English, Irish, Egyptian, Italian
-- Your weakness: its not particularly fair to say but stroking the inside of my leg, i go nuts, my nipple ring is heaps sensitive so that too
-- Your fears: i absolutly dispise driving over bridges
-- Your perfect pizza: o god not pizza again, i have to work there must i talk about it too? lol probably triple cheese, bacon and tomato sauce
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: i just want to be happy doing whateva i do





-- Your most overused phrase: yeah i know it *shakes fist at [powerz]*
-- Your thoughts first waking up: sweet nicotine.....come to me
-- Your best physical feature: hmmm.... dno...been told my ass/boobs and my hair
-- Your bedtime: i try to get to sleep before 12 on school nites, weekends id prefer not to sleep
-- Your most missed memory: random days we wagged skool to hit the beach
-- Your most embarrassing thing to this day: do i have to list them, i dno, i embarrass myself at least once a day

-- Soda: coke for sure...im an addict
-- Fast food joint: pizza haven
-- Single or group dates: it dont matter, i love [powerz] and my mates
-- Adidas or Nike: meh, how about neither
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton- peach flavour
-- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: coffee...latte...4 sugars....boiling.....caffine



-- Smoke:yepo, filthy habit tho
-- Cuss: wish i didnt but fuck it
-- Sing: alot, i probably shouldnt but o well
-- Take a shower every day:twice
-- Have a crush(es): a love
-- Do you think you've been in love: i am in love
-- Want to go to collage: no, school of any sort is hell
-- Like high school: is that a joke?
i hate it, undescribable by words, thats why i try not to attend
-- Want to get married: yes in near future
-- Believe in yourself: yeah, sometimes
-- Get motion sickness:on boats when alcohol is involved
-- Think you're attractive: im average, i wouldnt say im like woah damn!!!!
-- Think you're a health freak: ha i wish, im so un healthy
-- Get along with your parents: mum:yep dad:no
-- Like thunderstorms: very much so
-- Play an instrument: tried and failed but i did try



In the past month…
-- Smoked: yes
-- Done a drug: yes
-- Had sex:yes thank god
-- Made out: yep
-- Gone on a date: yep
-- Gone to the mall: yep
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos:i love oreos but no
-- Eaten sushi:ewwww raw fish bleahhh
-- Been on stage: karaoke wit guy, man he felt like a women
-- Gone skating: probably
-- Made homemade cookies: yeah with [Much Ado About Nothing]
-- Gone skinny-dipping: unfortunatly no
-- Dyed your hair: yep, light brown wit blonde streaks
-- Stolen anything: yep, a nipple ring and a belly bar, fairies, makeup, clothes meh



Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: yes
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: hahahaha ur asking me... of course
-- Been caught doing something:damn you [~HYPERION~] and [ROTTING FLESH]
is nothing sacred!!!!!
-- Been called a tease: yeah, major tease
-- Gotten beaten up: yes many a time, but ive also kicked some bitch ass
-- Shoplifted: yep
-- Changed who you were to fit in: fuck that, if you dont like me you got a problem


-- Age you hope to be married: whenever i find love...hopefully by 20
-- Numbers and names of children:
2, boy and girl dont know names
-- Describe your dream wedding: on the beach, flowing white dress, night time, candles, in hawaii will hula dancers under stars
-- How do you want to die:painlessly and unaware it is coming
-- Where do you want to go to college: i dont
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: a chef, hotle manager,mum, singer, famous
-- What country would you most like to visit: france


In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color: green
-- Best hair: i dont care, but blacks hot
-- Short or long hair: either
-- Height: tall, at least 6"
-- Best weight: just a fit looking body
-- Best articles of clothing: guys in collared long sleeve button up shirts, fkn sexy
-- Best first date location: meh....
-- Best first kiss location: it doesnt matter if you want the kiss to happen.




--Number of drugs taken illegally: unfortunatly too many ummm 4
--Number of people you can trust: not fkn many, [Much Ado About Nothing] and [powerz] and [~HYPERION~] would be the closest but i cant even trust myself so i cant put trust in anyone else, no one is ever trustworthy for certain, no one
--Number of CDs that I own:i dno, they keep gettin stolen
--Number of piercing: 12 all up, 9 in my ears, my nipple, my belly and my wrist and soon my other nipple and tongue
--Number of tattoos: none but within the nxt yr hopefully 1
--Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: probably like 7
--Number of scars on my body: too many
--Number of things in my past that I regret: fuckin heaps but regreting is a waste of time, you cant change the past so why dwell on it, ive made mistakes that im happy i made otherwise i wouldnt be who i am now

my writings


to close my eyes for eternity
exchange this reality for my dreams
to slip away into a silent solitude
stop the agony by any means
to disapear from this existence
i wait hopelessly for my demise
to stop end this haunting nightmare i live
encarceration this lie filled with lies

i pushed myself onto my own knife, drove it inside and turned the blade. i let the insecurities, the fury seep out just so i could bleed and clean away the pain. i afixiated myself and resisted escape from my own grasp and thru the everyday repetative terror i hide. i hide from you, them, him, myself. so minescule under this shadow, a tradgedy. laugh your last laugh at my misfortune and hate me just one more time before i rest my head. push me to the point of self destruction till i finally snap then tear me limb from limb. for this is what you have achieved with your petty misguided torture of me. i hated every second of you hating me, and i despise every moment i wasting hating you. are you happy now? i do not live anymore, my eyes stay open only so i do not become to far gone. your consquence will be my eventual and and the guilt of my demise.

ever just felt all alone, lying in the torment of a broken home? with the nearest ear a mile away, the pain and desperation wont stray. lost within a sea of empty souls, scared and left with a gaping hole. pathetic weakness seen from a distance, a self destruction, a slow agonising existence.
the smiles no longer can hide the depression, mutilations become a harmful obsession. i tremble in the fear of what tomorrow brings, waiting to emerge beautiful and spread my wings. contenment an emotion to well hidden to find, with darkness smothering me im blind. concieving disturbed thoughts i lay weak, will i ever uncover the blissful happiness i seek?

siobhan