Hello kittys. My name is kayla, but most people call me *~*Radio Active Candy Cane*~*. i am at the beautiful age of 20.lol TO those of you who are interested in the "mAgIcLy DeLiCiOuSe wOrLd oF mE" wElCoMe Well to start off, im bIsExUaL. i did drop out of high school to go to beauty school instead. one of my many yummy passions. I would defiantly consider myself weird. And i am a very random and impulsive person. I tend to live more in my mind than in the world. lol im addicted to the insanely beautiful world of music. There's no point in opening your eyes in the morning if you know there's not going to be any music.lol I live in this huge fucked up Ice box called "aLaSkA ", haha A-TOWN BITCH!! lol i sleep at the bottom of an extremely high mountain. thats where my home is.. we own half the mountain side. its cute and quiet and theres a little pond with fishys and little duckys. hehe i love it well if you would like to know anything else that is hidden deep down in the eternal world of my brain, or maby just what im wearing today. dont be afraid to ask. i only bite sometimes, and dont worry i got rid of the rabies a long time ago. rarrr! *MUAH* HUGS AND LOVES TO ALL YOU BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE


Im with the most beautiful girl in the world [H-o]! i love you
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My wife,Captain Madey

My most awesome sister [twisted-insanity]

My sister again [twisted-insanity]

My sisters boyfriend and my most awesome friend Cody






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i found this from a friend, i think it is one of the sweetest things if have ever read.

[WELL here's a few reasons why guys like girls...
1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder
3. How cute they look when they sleep
4. the ease in which they fit into our arms
5. the way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world
6. How cute they are when they eat
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end makes it all worth while
8. because they are always warm even when its minus 30 out side
9. the way they look good no matter what they wear
10. the way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
11. How cute they are when they argue
12. the way her hand always finds yours
13. the way they smile
14. the way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight
15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later you will be arguing about something
16. the way they kiss when you do something nice for them
17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you'
18. Actually ... ! ! ju! ! st the way they kiss you...
19. the way they fall into your arms when they cry
20. then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt . (even though we don't admit it)!
23. the way they say "I miss you"
24. the way you miss them
25. the way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore.....Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound,you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.]

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heres my writeing

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blood red suicide"- un finished
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Perfect balance on the beam
daddys girl just made the team
watch her fall hear her scream
yellow tape surrounds the scene

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Dreams of lucid beauty deep
wings of dust my eternal keep
slow and powerful creaking gate
longing lust forgotten hate

in the shadows dark and tall
eyes wide open push and fall
dangers deed and promise keep
beautys drenched with blood so deep

in the end shrill battred screams
painless cuts with shattred dreams
necrotic obsession deeply mesmorize
lovers memories peer through frozen eyes

yearning pleasure skin so cold
deep ecstacy heaves and passion takes hold
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A tragic tale of lost lovers
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The tragic tale of lost lovers
She looks at herself in the mirror,
and silently she cries,
he wraps his arms around her waist,
and sings his lullabye,

"Your reflection shows you,
and your tears explain what you feel,
what i see is beautiful,
What we have is real"

while i kiss away your sadness,
through your hair my fingers run,
know that you are safe in my arms,
and gently we become one,

she looks at herself in the mirror,
and silently she smiles,
he wraps his arms around her waist
and sings to there unborn child,

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She looks into his eyes and cries,
"do you love me?" She wonderes,
He takes her head into his hands,
"I love you my angel"He wonderes,

She nods her head and cries once more,
"than why do yo look so sad?"
He looks down to the floor and tears run down his face,
"something i know is comeing....i feel it will be bad"

Confused she folds her arms around him,
trembaling, he holds her near,
"everything will be ok,"she kisses his forhead,
and whispers"please dont cry, im here"

She looks into his eyes and smiles,
"He loves me" she knows,
He runs his fingers through his hair,
"She loves me"He knows

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She touches his face while he sleeps,
and quietly she cries,
if i look away for just one moment,
hes not really here she cries

"you look sad again"She says,
"tell me why your crying",
"i have to leave you for a while" he sais
"im sorry,my father is dieing"

he kisses her lips and they both smile,
She whimpers in his arms, she cries,
He says goodbye,he gets in the car and drives away,
he knows shes gone forever, he cries,

He touches her face while she sleeps,
and quietly he cries,
he looked away for just one moment,
shes not really there,He cries

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He gets the call,There child is comeing,
He runs to the car panicking, and drives all day,
he cries for her,he cries for them,
I hope she loves the name....emily may,

One right after the other,
...The head...the arms...the body,
she opens her eyes,its quiet,
she lookes around......nobody,

Hes driveing fast, hes crossing the bridge,
he looks down for one moment,her picture in his hand,
a crash, a flash, a tear ,"my angel",
He plunges into the river, he drounds,her picture in his hand,

She gets the call,hes not comeing,
she runs to the car panicking, she drives all day,
she cries for him, she cries for them,
"he would have loved you, emily may"

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She sits near the waters edge,
The body that took her lovers life,
"ive made my decision,"She says,
"Ill see you my love, as soon as the sun rises,"

She sits so quiet, shes crying,
She closes her eyes and holds the baby in her arms,
she opens her eyes and looks up at the sky,
"That where were going,into the ocean of stars,"

...Its quiet...its dark...,
"its about time to go,"
"smile child, please dont cry,"
"daddys all alone,"

She sits near the waters edge,
the body that took her lovers life,
"ive made my decision"she says,
"we'll see you my love, as soon as the sun rises

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Hes gone, he didnt get to say goodbye,
i wonder what he was thinking of,
his final thaught,
"i miss you, im doing this to be with you, my love"

Looking deep into the babys eyes,
she trembles as she lowers her into the river,
Tears spill out,the bubbles are gone,
she lets go,"take care of her",

She slowly falls deeper into the water,
holding her breath,she goes under,
She sees nothing, her body tingles,
Shes gone, they're together,

Shes gone, she didnt get to say goodbye,
I wonder what she was thinking of,
her final thaught,
"i miss you,i did it to be with you my love"..

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"Daddy" by jewel

My bones are tired, Daddy
I don't get enough sleep
I don't eat as good as I could, Daddy
What's that say about me?
Sometimes I sleep past noon, Daddy
Drink lots of black coffee and I smoke like a chimney.
Yes, I left the refrigerator door half open, Daddy.
What's that say about me?
Sometimes I want to rip out your throat, Daddy
For all those things you said that were mean.
Gonna make you just as vulnerable as I was, Daddy
What's that say about me?
Sometimes I want to bash in your teeth, Daddy.
Gonna use your tongue as a stamp
Gonna rip your heart out the way you did mine, Daddy
Go ahead and psycho-analyze that.
'Cause I'm your creation, I'm your love, Daddy.
Grew up to be and do all those sick things you said I'd do
Well last night I saw you sneak out your window
With your white hood, Daddy
What's' that say about you?
I'm sloppy, what's that say about you?
I'm messy, what's that say about you?
My bones are tired, Daddy