I like seeing the world positively, but sometimes it just doesn't work that way. I'm not like a lot of people on this site who go around showing how mad they are at the world. But what can i say:
~"without hate, you'll never know what love is"~

Phrases to think about...

-You'll never know how you actually feel about someone until you actually meet them and feel their energy.

-Poseurs are the ones who tell others that they are poseurs.

-A smoking section of a restaurant is like a pissing section in a pool.

-You know when you're too drunk when Slash tells you you're too drunk. (hahahaha!)

-BE YOURSELF!!!!!!!!!!
i've been told that generation after generation and people after people!!!! seriously people....nothing is prettier about you other than just being yourself!!!!!!!!!!!

~~~ there will be more to come... just let me get creative ~~~

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[Yes, if you're wondering, i named myself after a Sugarcult song and that's because i dislike this country.... and everything in the song clicks with things in my life right now]

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Ok i'm putting in different lyrics. Greenday this time. I fucking love greenday with a passion! Here are the lyrics to their new song American Idiot. Ahhh, cd doesn't come out until September 21... I'm not american...well, besides being born in this country so muahahahaha!....

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AMERICAN IDIOT

Don’t wanna be an Ameican Idiot 
Don’t want a nation to dub the new media 
Hey can you hear the sound of Hysteria? 
The subliminal mind-fuck America 

Welcome to a new kind of tension, 
All accross the alienation 
Everything isn’t mean to be okay 

Television dreams of tomorrow 
They’re not the ones we’re meant to follow 
something...meant to argue

Well maybe I’m the fuckhead America 
I’m not a part of a redneck agenda 
Now everybody do the propaghanda 
And sing along to the age of paranoia 

Welcome to a new kind of tension, 
All accross the alienation 
Everything isn’t mean to be okay 

Television dreams of tomorrow 
They’re not the ones we’re meant to follow 
something...meant to argue

Don’t wanna be an American Idiot 
One nation conrolled by the media 
Information age of hysteria 
It’s going out to idiot America 

Welcome to a new kind of tension, 
All accress the alienation 
Everything isn’t mean to be okay 

Television dreams of tomorrow 
They’re not the ones we’re meant to follow
something...meant to argue 

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That's me in my punk doll form ^_^ i'm actually that skinny looking and i used to have pants like that but mine were black and white :)

That's me in my casual doll form, i wear casual clothes like that, nothing fancy.....actually, i have jeans and a shirt like that! 

She looks like a goddess....

[favorite songs at the moment: The Nephilim and Halloween by Afi ] [ <3 ]

~Everyone is safe and welcome~ ~in my house~




Music is my passion. I love listening to it and i'd like to learn playing guitar.
I love the night better than the day.
My favorite bands are: afi, sugarcult, 311, american hi-fi, yellowcard, rufio, greenday, sublime, the strokes, dashboard confessional, nirvana, linkin park, new found glory, the used, the offspring, system of a down, foo fighters, the ataris, audioslave, blink 182, weezer ...... i'm starting to like radiohead.....i got introduced to it thru listening to the white stripes and coldplay. I also heard the Misfits and they're great, they're one hellavan underrated band.




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~~THE MUSIC SECTION OF MY PROFILE~~

The best intro songs ever:

---the intro on the Catalyst cd
*ahhh , makes me want to go to the warped tour now more and more!! :o

--Miseria Cantare by AFI
*It paints vivid pictures in your mind that no other band can really do

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Best Lullaby Song::

--Everlong by the Foo Fighters
* i listened to this hoping it can make me fall asleep better after a night with no sleep and it worked ^^ also a beautiful song :)

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Best songs that can show you miss someone:

--Somewhere on Fullerton by Allister
--Letters to You by Finch
--Broken by Seether and Amy Lee

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Best songs of the summer of 2003 (last year)

--Fall Back Down by Rancid
--Here In This Diary by the Ataris
--Blue and Yellow by the Used
--Creatures for a While by 311
--Shatterday by Vendetta Red

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Best modern retro songs:

--Reptilia by the Strokes
--12:51 by the Strokes
--C'mon by the Von Bondies
--Shoe Shakin by Rooney (ohh rooney, them boys should be models heh heh)
--Undone (the sweater song) by Weezer
* It's a song where you shouldn't let yourself be put down, it's a reminder that it's okay to be yourself.

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Best happy song:

--Man Overboard by Blink 182

*hello?? that's when they still made songs that sounded happy *smiles* i still love them a lot!

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Best love songs:

--Crash into Me by the Dave Matthews band
*(anyone NOT know what that song means? think about it, "You crash into me.....and i come into youuuuu....")
--Hands Down by Dashboard Confessional
*Oh what a hopeless romantic singer, how sweet...
--Love Song by 311
"Whenever i'm alone with you, you make me feel like i am home again"....


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Best song to sit around and do nothing to (or maybe just bob your head to) or do the verbs as it goes : ^_^ :

-Longview by Greenday

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If you have any ideas for what i should put, like BEST this or that, then ask me and i might take it into consideration.

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Shout outs to the great people of Elftown:

-[No1Here] - Liammm, i miss talking to ya, long time no speak! i can understand your reason, well you be good ^_^

-[WAtwat] - If you like RPG's, talk to Noah, right here ^_^

-[Erutan] - He is such a wonferful being and soul, i wish we'd talk more...he doesn't talk much to me. too bad :(

-[Martini_Kiss] - Whoa Allen! we talk about everything and anything! we have common beliefs and for some reason....think alike! he's my long lost boy....we connect in so many different levels... ^_^ I *heart* you! *huggies*

-[Moonknight] - If you want to talk to someone that will actually reply paragraphs after paragraphs and have a meaningful convo.....he would be it.

-[Radagast] - Dale looks a lot like John Lennon... You're neat! be happy you live in England and not stuck in this sadistic country! i think i've talked to you almost the longest on elftown.... record :o

-[Forget to forget me.] we're starting to get to know each other better now... even though we hated each other several months ago, you're a coolie chick! i hope you find the right guy you're looking for.....see ya at the warped tour maybe!

-[silentwolf] my fellow scorpio ^_^
we just love skipping lines
right under each other
like this ^_^

-[SS Deathstar Super Galactik] - you're one of the best people on elftown. i really appreciate you and like how you care for me and i love your deep thoughts... too bad we're rarely on at the same time..... you have a beautiful mind. I appreciate everything about you. i think we'll be friends for a very long time <3
peace be with you......*deep and sincere hugs* I hope you feel the same way about me.

-[StickyBun] - indeed your buns are sticky...lol, no i'm just playin...... i love influencing people with different music.... i know you love discovering all of them. i'm glad i made a huge impact on your life and your friends *smiles* oh! don't forget the chinese food!!! :P

-[velcro_dildos] you're one of those people once again, that i can talk to about everything, eVeRyThInG , EVERYTHING!.... you are very intelligent and open minded. You make me feel FAT!...lol ^.^ Stay sweet.

-[blackcherryXhole] - i'm glad you trust me, and appreciate being friends with me... need more banners? *smiles* take care and good luck in a couple months :P

-[A Dragons Hero] - you look so sad, lonely and depressed in your picture, but i can bet you're just the opposite. i'm so happy that you're dating the girl you love, good luck with Alyssa! you're like a bro to me ^_^

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if you're not on this list i probably don't talk to you a lot of don't know you enough..... but it doesn't mean i don't like you :)
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Name: Susan
Nickname: i don't have one.
Age: 16
Weight: I change constantly. this morning i was 105 now i'm 109.
Piercings: 4 on the ears. one on cartilage on left ear. one on left earlobe, two on right earlobe. i'm getting more piercings in the future ^_^
Tattoo: no. will get some when i get older.
Smoke: no, but i'd try a puff to see what it's like.
Drink: no. but i would occasionally...
Drug user: neutral about that...nah....
Most sexy person(s): oooh so many choices!! ummm....
Craig Nicholls (the vines), Julian Casablancas (the strokes) ...... there's more but they are sexy!
Favorite pajama: baggy sweatpants and either a tank top or a shirt or a hoodie, whatever the temp is. i adjust to that.
Favorite Car: Pontias Sunfire 2001....olive green
Favorite Movie(s): Big Daddy
Favorite City(s): London, Tokyo, Prague, Paris.....
Favorite Plush: ehhh....
Favorite cologne: i don't wear cologne, i'm a girl ^_^
Favoriete Magazine(s): ym, cosmogirl, etc...
Favorite sound: the screaming of emo bands, sounding like mad tigers!! (*ahem* vendetta red!)
Favorite TV-series: *thinks* the real world
Favorite Writer: none
Favorite Nickname: shelly...haha it sounds funny
What is on your mousepad: a kitty resting on a fruity branch under the blue sky
What all is under your bed: umm, the carpet....
Favorite Song ever: TOOOOOO MANY TO SAY! ummm.... I wanna get a mohawk but my mom wont let me by AFI
Favorite song at this moment: "Drug Like" by Action Action
Favorite food: chinese food and mexican food
Favorite class in school: art
Favorite drink: pepsi
Lucky number: 3
What do you think is greatest about yourself: people can talk to me. My openmindedness....
What deodorant do you use: Ban
Favorite shoes: Vans
What time do you go to bed on weekdays: supposed to go to bed at like 10 on school nights.
What word do you use most: oh
Most romantic moment in your life: will fill out later...
Most embarassing moment in your life: will fill out later
You spend your time rather inside or outside: inside
what do you do in the weekends: watch tv, listen to music, draw, write, go online...maybe hang out.
What class in school do/did you dislike most: algebra, biology
Your Breakfast: different everyday.... mostly a cereal bar and a mug of coffee.
What do you really really dislike to eat: human... good question
My Pets: CeeCee the most loveable cat ever! [ <3 ]
Serious or funny: serious but can be funny too :)
Fast or slow: slow
You prefer being alone or have a relationship: Relationship
simple or complicated: Simple
Cremate or Buried when dead: Cremated
Life or death: Life
Stay up late or go to bed early: Stay up late
Light or dark?: dark
Speak or Silence: both
Read the News paper: not anymore
Hug or kiss: both!
Happy or Sad: neutral
Gig or Disco: what? oh! gig :)
Left or Right: lefty!
Hair Color: *changes hair color fairly often now*..... originally sexy brunette, now i have honey highlights and before school starts i'll dye my hair auburn!! and if i get sick of it all i'll dye it my original color again :)
You believe in reincarnation: Yes!
You believe in Aliens: Yes!
When you die, what will be your last words?: I see shore (lmao....)
Does true love exist: Yes
How many kids would you like to have: i don't want kids
What can you not stand: being lonely
Best feeling in the world?: love
Worst feeling in the world: depression
What are you affraid of?: *thinks* try me!
Are you an emotional person: yes
Do you ever cry during a movie: yes sometimes
Your goal in life: be happy find the one i love and be a successful person
What was the promise you made to yourself at new years eve: i didn't have one.
Favorite art: everything!
As what mythical animal would you like to reincarnate: fairy or mermaid
what is the most beautifull part on the male body: eyes, lips, face, hair, personality.... :)
What do you think of Elftown: It's my second home :P

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LAYER ONE:
-- Name: Susan
-- Nickname: Sue, Suzie, giggles (thanks [Orey] ) haha...
-- Birth date: february 29th...yes, leap year...1988! biznatch!
-- Current location: Ohio
-- Eye color: green-ish mix
-- Hair color: naturally brown, right now~ red - dyed.
-- Height: somewhere around 5'5 or 5'6
-- Righty or lefty: Lefty
-- Hobbies: music, art, painting, internet, tv, friends, work.
LAYER TWO
-- Your heritage: Hungarian
-- Your weakness: self esteem
-- Your fears: losing someone i love
-- Your perfect pizza: don't matter...lots of cheese!
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: find that special someone, graduate, get a sweet career! have an enjoyable life
LAYER THREE
-- Your most overused phrase: yeah, okay
-- Your best physical feature: eyes
-- Your bedtime: during summer or the weekend, anytime, during weekdays, it should be 10
-- Your most missed memory: those darefree days of my childhood....and around when i was 12.... ^_^
LAYER FOUR
-- Soda: pepsi
-- Fast food joint: Taco Bell, Burger King, and now since i work at the place i am currently...SUBWAY!
-- Single or group dates: haven't tried group dates.... so single is more one on one and free.
-- Adidas or Nike: none. vans ^_^
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: none
-- Chocolate or vanilla: both but chocolate is my weakness!
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Coffee!!
LAYER FIVE
-- Smoke: No
-- Cuss: FUCK yeah..can't you tell? ^^
-- Sing: no
-- Take a shower every day: yes, for now
-- Have a crush(es): sure why not ^_^
-- Do you think you've been in love: that word is overused...ah maybe. i dunno
-- Want to go to college: don't want to but have to
-- Like high school: oh yeah you know it *rolls eyes* not really...
-- Want to get married: no. as long as i'm with the person, marriage...maybe not those are just papers.
-- Believe in yourself: sure why not
-- Get motion sickness: yes on the rides at the fair or long car drives, but other than that i'm cool.
-- Think you're attractive: yes ^_~
-- Think you're a health freak: no. i'm just healthy whether i take care of myself or not... (fast metabolism)
-- Get along with your parents: On and off
-- Like thunderstorms: hell yeah!
-- Play an instrument: no but i will
LAYER SIX
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: no, not at all..oh wait, does red wine vinigarette sauce count? hah..
-- Smoked: Nope nope nope
-- Done a drug: nope
-- Had sex: nooo
-- Made out: no
-- Gone on a date: read the upper answers
-- Gone to the mall: i think so..was that this month?
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: i don't think so
-- Eaten sushi: oh yeah.. when i lived in hawaii
-- Been on stage: yeah
-- Gone skating: yeah
-- Made homemade cookies: yeah
--Gone skinny-dipping: yeah
-- Dyed your hair: yeah, it's dyed right now
-- Stolen anything: yes
LAYER SEVEN
Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: nope
--Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no
-- Been caught doing something: i don't think so
-- Been called a tease: yes
-- Gotten beaten up: verbally in elementary school lots of times but no not physically
-- Shoplifted: yes
-- Changed who you were to fit in: when i was younger but not anymore
LAYER EIGHT
-- Age you hope to be married: never
-- Numbers and names of children: i don't want kids..ah oh well..maybe 2...
-- Describe your dream wedding: i already said i don't wanna get married!
-- How do you want to die: never thought of that. good question...i'll come back to this one...
-- Where do you want to go to college: university of hawaii or somewhere in europe of bowling green
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: a model, photographer, graphic artist or a psychologist.
-- What country would you most like to visit: Ireland
LAYER NINE
In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color: they're all prettyful^_^ all eye colors have their own beauty. i can't just pick one. i love dark colors though...anywhere along those lines.... dark blue, hazel, green, brown, you name it.... but light colors can be sexy too. really...
--Best hair color: black.... same answer as above...
-- Short or long hair: Long!
-- Height: gotta be taller than me
-- Best weight: anything but not tooooo much or tooo less.... something healthy/normal! i'm not being shallow but i'm not too much into chunky guys.... ok that's fine too i guess but not fat! lol...
-- Best articles of clothing: i don't know!
-- Best first date location: driving around
-- Best first kiss location: anywhere....most likely out in nature
LAYER TEN
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: None
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 0
-- Number of CDs that I own: A LOT!
-- Number of piercing: 4
-- Number of tattoos: none yet.
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: i would guess a few times...
-- Number of scars on my body: not much
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: quite a few...

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Don't be scared to message me, i love getting messages and sending them :)
xoxo
[stuck_in_america] <3