umm...I'm a moody intelligent young lady...who has way to long of a name...and is interesting in everything..I love discussing things but I do not appreciate being told my ideas are stupid or that I should change.

HAHA I'm a triplet..beat that Biatch..lol...umm..hrmm..well i'm done

HAHA..i have a big ass white bracelet! it is sooo cool!!! ma bested friend is TOM!! i love you tOM
Hrmm, chip I am NOw the OwnEr oF Your HooDiE it Is MinE (inside joke) haha..
SOOO...we (as in me and jess) MUHAHA*falls over* ok soo back on subject. Jess and me decided that big dicks are nice..and that i am her hoe..lol (inside joke) haha *grin* myes..soo i have a bracelet..in fact..i have lots of bracelets..oh right..so at lucnh..one day...we stuck mandrin oranges down jessica's shirt..a lots of times..itwas...soooo...much fun...i wish i was a vampire...in a...book..or in real life *nods*


MLURG is all i can say..wanna hear some poetry..heres some good poetry..:

I'm in the process of transfering all of this poetry to my wiki, go to it please, its changed
go fuck yourself
said the duck

^^ now that is genius

but no really heres some poetry


Changeling:

They wanted her back
To put in their puddings
Sup from her throat
Catch in the web of their finger
She tried to speak softly
So they wouldn’t find her
Tried to stay
The size of her b ones
This made their thirst grow
Like a castle of salt
Their hunger devouring
Like a castle of teeth
And she couldn’t help it her words spilled
Onto the page at night
Like organ peonies
Dead ponies
Calling

They wanted her

SOO heres another few poems!! I hate poem names..I refuse to have them, the majority of the time lol

I am a million miles from yesterday
I am living in a world of tomorrows
Enacting a life of what ifs
I am a million miles from yesterday, but yesteryear is only a second in the future

Does anyone else live in a ferris wheel?

We are always waiting,
either to get on.
or to get off.
we wait in line,
to cath a chance of freedom
Only to allow the lingering perpetuiality
of Ferris Wheels
to begin again
Striving for significance
but no matter
even if you leap into the car.
or crawl in, slunk in, float in, take in?
you are still climbing the wheel
curiously enacting the role
you unconsciously strive to,
annoy?endanger?abandon.

Duty is an old Man

Duty is an old man in a fur coat who snores softy
Yesterday is a child in the corner
Tomorrow is the paint on the walls

Its just a phase
Its just a phase, when i'm alone
like the nightmares in the closet
its just a phase when no ones there
like my closet monster bob
its just a phase im feeling
its just a phase i'm living
its just a phase
if its just a phase, why does it hurt
to lose your friend
to have a monster
to be that monster
to have lost the closet monster bob
and little mexican angels



So you’ve been thinking lately
Trying to fit in, and act normal.
When your moms sick, its kinda hard
You’ve stepped up, taken charge
(sorta)
but its getting to you.
So, your moms sick, your friends sad, and
Fitting in is hard.
That about sums it up
Then You find out..
Something horrible, the face from which it comes
Looks aged, tears streaking her cheeks
Judy, has got breast cancer
So basiclly you fucked
But wait says the face, they’ve found it early
So your happy, you think, it won’t turn out like marilyn
She won’t waste away
So over a week you find out more
A surgery is in store
So you fret, till you find out its not a big one
But it doesn’t matter
So she’s fine, but then you hear..
Another surgery
Chemotherapy is thrown in with it
That wasn’t even an option before
Radiation, chemotherapy, surgery, hair loss
Anything but death.
So..it’s the second surgery
And a week after, you hear even more
Sorry, says the doctor in a blank voice, one more surgery
So you start thinking the unthinkable..
Maybe it will be like marilyn
Maybe she’ll waste away
And her hair will be gone
That beautiful long lushious red hair
Her daughters getting married…this should be
Happy
But its not, and your sick, sick with fear, and grief and pity
But don’t let it show, because
Pity only makes it harder..
So you don’t tell anyone, because, who wants to hear about how hard it is for you
She’s not your mom, or your sister, your brother.
Your pain is nothing compared to that.
But when your dealing with it..its overwhelming
So you’re fucked if you do, and fucked if you don’t
Lets sum it up
You can’t fit in,
Your friends are all sad
Your moms sick..
And now your friend is (dying)
But don’t tell anyone…no one wants
your pity




aha heres a story i'm writing..myes, it doesn't make any sense yet..you won't find out what its about till the end MUHAHAHAHA..ok wel lthen here it is:


And I walked into this beautiful city. Sparkling like a jewel in the bright light of noon. But, it was not a jewel it was a city. And as I wandered those streets, those faces, and all of those place. The jewel grew till I was blinded by its brightness. Yet it was not a jewel, it was a city. But something was wrong, a chip in the jewel, a tear that was missing.


Chapter 1: Awake

I had gone to sleep in my house, in my neighborhood, which is in my city, which is the capital of my state. I woke up from sleep in my house, in my neighborhood, which is in my city, which is the capital of my state. But something was wrong. I walked the streets the same streets I’d been on yesterday, filled with trash, dirty, potholes and broken glass. But I walked them TODAY, and today they were clean, smooth and there was nothing broken about it, nothing broken but a memory. I walked down the street, up the sidewalk, through the door, saw the same people, waved at the same people, smiled at the SAME people. . .and they smiled back, they laughed, they said hi, they ignored me, it was the same, their clothes, their hair, their smiles. I walked into the store, bought the same food, walked the same isles, with the strange sense that something was wrong. But everything was right, not wrong. I walked through the same isles, the same food in my cart, and I went to the same checkout line. But Barbara was not they’re, she was not smiling, the same smile, the same clothes, the RIGHT everything, not the wrong everything. SHE was missing, she wasn’t wrong, she was gone.
There was a new woman at her spot, older, slower, and she did not smile. As the line slowly got smaller in front of me, I got more and more confused, many of the people who had always talked to Barbara acted as if she had never been there. As I got up, I asked, “Hello, I was wondering where is Barbara?”
She answered briskly, “Barbara is gone.”
“WHAT,” I sputtered, completely shocked, Barb, my Barbara is dead I though, “Barbara is dead? When is the funeral? Where, how, I can’t believe it I can’t”
She glared at me as if I was crazy, “Barbara is Not dead, I just said she was gone, she is in suspension.” The tone of her voice closed the conversation, her lips were pursed and she did not laugh when my card wasn’t accepted. 

1)Dated one of your best friends: yes
2) Loved/Liked: yes
3) Cried: yes
4) Drank alcohol: yes
5) Done drugs: yes
6) Broken the law: yes
7) Broken a bone: yes
8) Cheated on a test: yes
9) Skinny dipped: yes
10) Played Truth or Dare: yes
11) Ridden in a fire truck: no
12) Come close to dying: yes
13) burned yourself: yes
14) Given someone a piggy back/shoulder ride: Yes
15) Eaten a worm/mud pie: no
16) Stayed up till four on the phone: yes
17) Tipped over a port-a-potty: yes
18) Fell asleep while eating: No
19) Met someone famous: yes
20) Been in a school play: yes
21) Cried in public: I don't know... maybe..
22) Seen someone die: yes
23) been in a fist fight: I don't remember...
24) given someone a bruise: yes
25) gotten a bruise: yes
26) knocked somone out: no
27) been knocked out: yes
28) flipped any vehicles: no
29) cut someone: You betcha
30) been cut: yes
31) burnt any buildings down: no
32) sex in public: nah..too bad
33) mooned someone: yAH!
34) acted kidnapped in a car:all the time
35) flashed someone: yes
36) kissed an ass: ... no
37) blew something up: lol...
38) caught your yard on fire: no
39) threw a firecracker at someone: yes..
40) been in any wars: .. maybe
41) stayed up all night: yes
42) slept all day: yes
43) watched the sunrise: yes
44) rode a motorcycle: yeah!
45) driven a car: yes..but not well
46) wrecked a car: do go carts count?
47) gotten a tity twister: yes...
48) given a tity twister Hell yea.
49) posed for a nude pic: possibly..nah..
50) been suspended: no
51) been expelled: no
52) been arrested: yes
53) been in jail: no
54)Watched the sun set: yup




PUT AN (x) IN FRONT OF THE THINGS THAT YOU HAVE NEVER DONE BEFORE
AND A (_) ON THE THINGS THAT YOU HAVE DONE AT LEAST ONCE. ADD AN "I NEVER" OF YOUR OWN.


I NEVER
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DRUNK
(_) I NEVER HAVE SMOKED POT
(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(X) I NEVER CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR
(X) I NEVER BEEN TO JAPAN
(_) I NEVER RODE IN A TAXI
(X) I NEVER HAD ANAL SEX
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN IN LOVE
(x) I NEVER HAD SEX
(x) I NEVER HAVE HAD SEX IN PUBLIC
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPED
(_) I NEVER SHOPLIFTED
(x) I NEVER HAVE BEEN FIRED
(_) I NEVER BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
(X) I NEVER HAD A THREESOME
(_) I NEVER SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE
(x) I NEVER BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY)
(x) I NEVER PISSED ON MYSELF
(X) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(_) I NEVER BEEN ARRESTED
(_) I NEVER MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER
(x) I NEVER STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB
(x) I NEVER WENT ON A BLIND DATE
(x) I NEVER LIED TO A FRIEND
(x) I NEVER HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
(_) I NEVER SKIPPED SCHOOL
(x) I NEVER SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER
(X) I NEVER BEEN SKYDIVING
(x) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPSTER DIVING
(x) I NEVER WALKED IN ON FRIENDS HAVING SEX
(x) I NEVER WALKED IN ON MY PARENTS HAVING SEX
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN CAUGHT HAVING SEX
(_) I NEVER LIED JUST TO COVER MY OWN ASS
(_) I NEVER CUT SOMEONE AND MADE THEM BLEED
(x)I NEVER TOLD SOMEONE I LOVED THEM JUST TO MAKE ME OR THEM FEEL BETTER OR LIED ABOUT LOVEING SOMEONE PERIOD
(_) I NEVER EGGED A RANDOM CAR
(_) I NEVER BEEN TO A DIFFERENT COUNTRY
(_) I NEVER BEEN IN THE BACKSEAT OF A POLICE CAR
(_) I NEVER EGGED A RANDOM HOUSE
(_) I NEVER BEEN EXPELLED/SUSPENDED
(x) I NEVER CHEATED ON MY BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND (past or present)does it count if they knew..?..and it was ok!?







RANDOMENESS!~!~!~!~!~ (i know i know, i spelled it wrong, but its random *nods*)

moo moo i'm voodoo cursing you!! gah, i love happy noodle boy..!!

Jess and taylor are going out...its cute, Taylor is small

PELVIC BONES
jessica's shirt looks like suspenders!~!~ (sexy) lets see..hmmm

Chris has diabetes, but its fake diabetes so that he can eat in class.

Joel is jacking off with am ouse..can you say awkward

Victoria is a liar, she says she doesn't like anyone, she had sex with a peice of toilet paper, she needs to be filled, in more ways than one..*nods*

THIS IS MY FRIEND EMILY I WUB HER I WUV HER!! HAHAH

oh damn, I don't know how to put pictures in here *cries*

If i could sit on a cloud all day i'd spit on people that I don't like--->Julia you are the sexiest twin EVER If i coudl make out with anyones nose, it would be yours, because your chair has dots on it, and ..your waterbottle looks like a penis. and that is the end of that