It's such a tiny thing
So fragile and so frail
A moment and you'd miss it
Almost as if it never existed
And yet here it lies in space and time
It's here and real and solid
And it's meaningless
So small it could be useless, so pointless and overlooked
I cradle it in my hands like precious life I must defend
When I look at it
My heart swells with laughter and my eyes are washed with tears and I'll smile while I cry
And I don't know why
I need it so much
It's meaningless
It really is
It's unnecessary and anyone could see right through it
Filter it out like the gallons of toxic advertising garbage that flood our senses every minute of every day
And we can't get away, it smothers us
Society is awash with it, you need that you need this
You want what they want and they want what you have and yet you're never satisfied
It all becomes one great big cooking pot of consumption
Overloading our motherboards and memories
And we need more and we need less and we want it all fixed
We want repaired
We want
And so much of it is glossed over, a glare which we look anywhere but there because it hurts
Crash, and reboot
And I throw it all out
I shake with all everything plugged into me
And it bores into my brain incessantly
Trying to program me to see what they want me to see
But I throw it all out
I cut all the cords but what I need to function
I break the pieces away to step out, unafraid, and open my eyes wide to see what's left
Like this little thing
This powerful thing
So meaningless to all the world but for all the world it is my world
And I try to catch my breath, hold my breath but I can't seem to feel the air I used to know so well
When it all falls away
Every chip off my shoulder, ever cell
Every picture, ad, and addition
When I rip it all away and the screaming stills
I see this thing
This little thing you give me
This tiny, meaningless, pointless little thing
And I just cry
And I never really know why
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