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If I was a profession I'd be: An Interior Decorator
If I was a country I'd be: Ireland
If I was a ocean or body of water I'd be: The Amazon River
If I was a piece of candy I'd be: A Pixie Stick
If I was a famous building or piece of architecture I'd be: The Leaning Tower of Pisa
If I was a store I'd be: Hot Topic
If I was a brand of shoe I'd be: Vans
If I was a bad habit I'd be: Biting nails
If I was a swear word I'd be: Ass
If I was a ice cream flavour I'd be: Vanilla
If I was a disease I'd be: not sure
If I was a board game I'd be: Sorry or Uno
If I was a feeling I'd be: Depression
If I was a president I'd be: JFK
If I was a war I'd be: The Cold War
If I was a city I'd be: New York
If I was a colour I'd be: Deep BLue
If I was a celebrity I'd be: Nicole Richie
If I was a movie I'd be: The Nightmare before christmas
If I was a brand of toothpaste I'd be: crest
If I was a business I'd be: not sure
If I was a currency I'd be: no idea
If I were a month, I'd be: September
If I were a day of the week, I'd be: Thursday
If I were a time of day, I'd be: 12:34 AM
If I were a planet, I'd be: Neptune
If I were a sea animal, I'd be: An Eel
If I were a direction, I'd be: South
If I were a piece of furniture, I'd be: Kitchen Table ;)
If I were a sin, I'd be: Lust or greed
If I were a liquid, I'd be: water
If I were a tree, I'd be: A Blue Spruce or an Aspen
If I were a bird, I'd be: A Cardinal
If I were a tool, I'd be: Hammer ^_~
If I were a flower/plant, I'd be: A Bluebell
If I were a kind of weather, I'd be: Rain
If I were a musical instrument, I'd be: Harp
If I were an animal, I'd be: A fox
If I were a vegetable, I'd be: Beet
If I were a sound, I'd be: Slpash of a drop on water
If I were an element, I'd be: Water
If I were a car, I'd be: eh....dono
If I were a song, I'd be: Naked-Avril Lavigne
If I were a book, I'd be: Tithe-Holly Black
If I were a food, I'd be: Mashed Potatoes
If I were a material, I'd be: Neon
If I were a taste, I'd be: Spicy
If I were a word, I'd be: Psycho
If I were a body part, I'd be: ........^_~
If I were a facial expression, I'd be: Pleading
If I were a shape, I'd be a: Parallelogram
If I were a number, I'd be: 3,241
If I were a band, I'd be: Evanescence
If i were a mythical creature, I'd be: A Faerie (water faerie to be exact)




Some of the few songs/poem thingies I wrote:

I scream so loud, in my fury
crying hard memories of death and sorrow
life is painful, you dont understand
listen now and take my hand

(chorus)
I'm lonely once again so now i call out
I loudly scream, and then i shout
There's no one here, to care for me,
am i alone, is this meant to be?

My filthy world is caving in
I'm all alone, frightened within
You look at me, with laughter in your eyes
Oh how i cringe, and how i despise.
I'm ready to die, and nobody knows
how much sadness has filled my soul

(chorus)
I'm lonely once more, so now i call out
I loudly scream, and then i shout
There's no one here, to care for me,
am i alone, is this meant to be?

I weep for my hopes, my dreams and my wishes,
disappearing, like old remains.
once more i cry, and i rip open my flesh,
and now that i am leaving, i have but one wish.
do not come to me with sorrow,
leave me be until tomorrow,
i will be dead,
yes this i know.
But i am ruined,
and now i must go.

-Samantha Williams

Dark love

It's so quiet,
throughout the night
quiet birds,
in nocturnal flight

Slience now, my dearest love,
Your neck so tender, just one bite,
blood rushing to the wound.
silent journey, of my Dark Love.

Dangers lurk,
on and on.
Don't leave me 'lone,
in this hateful world.

Slience now, my dearest love,
Your neck so tender, just one bite,
Blood rushing to this wound.
Creative journey, of my Dark Love.

this planet creeps,
around the sun.
and round the earth,
does the moon.

Silence now, my dearest love,
your neck so tender, just one bite,
Blood rushing to this wound.
The beginning of a journey, My Dark Love.

-Samantha Williams

Everyone knows the outer me
but the inner me is a mystery
I cry out for attention
Hatred is all i get

Why must life be so frustrating?
Everyone thinks perfection is all that matters
Life is screwed up, i want to die,
leave me be, as i search for death

I sit around, waiting for someone
to bring some good news
but all has failed
and i am alone again

Why must life be so frustrating?
Everyone thinks perfection is all that matters
Life is screwed up, i want to die,
leave me be, as i search for death

(repeat whole chorus)

Life is screwed up, i want to die
Leave me be, as i cry

-Samantha Williams


Oh how quiet it is
Alone in my room
No body near
to care about this
Too much shit to deal with

Sad encounters
Deadly sins
Loving Losses
Disgusting wins

Once again I sit and wait
How long life's been
Once again so late

Sad encoutners
Deadly sins
Loving losses
Disgusting wins

Anger rises
What have you done?
Blood surrounds me
Mixtures of crimson and tears

Sad encounters
Deadly sins
Loving losses
Disgusting wins

Sad encounters.....


Deadly sins.....


Loving losses.....


Disgusting...Wins.....

*scream......cut off*


-Samantha Williams