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Feelings

I move my eyes
and gaze up to the skies
all dreams are one
they're all about the sun
night is here
nothing is bright or clear
my dear girl
our love swirl
like water down the drain
but I tell you
our love ain't no passing train
I'm a stranger
a thought
that no one
would ever buy
why?
death wants me
my mind haunts me
and there is no love that holds me...

(Written by [crashbanger])



Suicidal

I can still see him
an angelic statuesque creature
his eyes dark and warm
his hair tousled chocolate silk
his strong hands
which always carressed me tenderly
his shoulders
always there to cry on
the way he'd smile
like an innocent three year old
or laugh with no inhibitions
the way he would always approach me
as if no one else was around
*
the scent of his cologne on the breeze
the smell of pure masculine sex
softened by the hint of pine and chocolate
which brings about images
of my face against his chest
inhaling deeply the scent of him
a unique mixture of nature and comfort
forest references to crushed pine needles
and then winter memories
of steaming cocoa and frothy cream
*
shouting and screaming
echoes in my mind
voices jeering, making fun
my love rejecting me
sounds of hatred
those words my agony
all assault my hearing
echoing, rebounding,
constantly repeating
those phrases of pain
hurled at me like weapons
and indeed they hurt worse
than could any sword or blade
I try to scream
to drown out the noise
but its all louder than
you mortals could imagine
*
the taste of blood on my lips
running over my tongue
the sweet taste overwhelming
as I bite myself
in an attempt to hush
my sounds of grief
the salt of my tears
making me sick
the bittersweet taste
of unrequited love
*
the bruises on my hands throb
from hitting the walls in frustration
the bright red marks across my face
where I clawed at myself
sting as if salt were present
and the vivid violent cuts
slashed across my arms and thighs
witness to my inner torture
my whole body cries out in pain
but nothing compares
to how my soul feels
shredded like rare silk
or to my broken heart
which is so shattered
that even the strongest steel bands
bend beneath the pressure
all of me is hurting
and i can handle it no longer
*
finally I open my eyes
no longer holding back
my silent silver tears
I see my refuge
and the path to it
I breathe deep once more
his scent in my lungs
calming me even now
the voices quiet
as if in reverence
letting me reach eternity
in sweet blissful silence
I taste the tears and the blood
but they fade from my tongue
I care no more for it
as the sharp steel blade
dances across my flesh
and I feel dull pain
where it cuts my skin
but I'm going numb
the steel bands around my heart
they finally give in
and I shatter inside
but the pain can't reach me now
I'm gone

(Written by [Strangeling])



My love/hate rant

I want to cry
I want to die
I cant cry
and I wont die
not today
anyway...
*
so desperate for love
willing to give all
with no help from gods above
she begins to fall...
*
I want it
but it exists not for me
to get it, I fought, kicked, and bit
but, alas, 'twasnt meant to be...
not for me...
*
What is wrong with the world?
It can’t love me
no one can love me
I’m all alone
nobody loves me
I’m full of love
the world’s full of hate,
everyone hates me,
so full of hate,
I hate it,
I want to love it
no one loves me
I don’t even love me
no one can love me
no one will love me
I want love
I need love
I don’t have love
where is the love
why cant I have it
why will no one share
why does everyone have this joy
have this love
I want to be loved
somebody love me
I need to be loved!!!


Im clutching a razor
clenching my fist,
I squeeze tight
my veins bulge
I could do it
end my life
leave this world
lose this fight
forget the hate
but ill lose my hope
ill lose my chance
lose all I have
lose all love
I have no love
with out love I am
I need it
I want it
without it I die
when will he love me
when will he see me
why cant he love me
why don’t I love myself
no body loves me
oh why the hat
e why no love
hate
love
death
so easy
I want to die
why cant I die
so easy
slice
dice
im gone from this hate
I want that love
so much love
but none for me


GODDAMN IT!!! LOVE ME...!!!
dammit, somebody please...

(Written by [Strangeling])



it's the same as when I love you

what's it like
to love a mannequin?
when his skin is cold,
to the touch?
his lips unmoving,
when I inquire?
ears don't listen,
when i speak?
eyes don't see
as I stand before him?
his arms at his side
when I try to hug him?
his fingers stiff
when I hold his hand?
heart cold and still
when I state my affection?
brain can't function,
he pays me no mind.
what's it like
to love a mannequin?
why, surprise, surprise,
it's the same,
as when,
I love you

(Written by [Strangeling])



Crying blood, Bleeding tears

Rejection,
slit my wrists,
break my neck,
burn my flesh,
kill me.
*
nails in my hand,
thorns on my skull,
so frightened,
tears are red
I'm crying blood.
*
anger,
words like a dagger,
thoughts are so clear!
you hate me,
I'm crying blood!
*
Hate,
I sense your feelings,
it burns my soul
like the flames of hell.
I'm crying blood!
*
what did i do,
that was so wrong?
I loved you then,
I still love you now!
I'm crying blood!
*
you gave me to the wolves,
can your gods save me?
would they want to?
I'm scared, have no choice.
I'm crying blood!
*
I'm chained to the wall,
being flayed alive
burning me
hurts less than your rejection.
I'm crying blood!
*
I lay down bleeding,
beg for life and mercy.
you pick me up,
I'm in your arms.
you wipe the blood
from my face,
covering my pain,
healing my heart.
holding me tight,
you dry my tears,
chase away my fears.
I'm not crying,
I'm in love...

(Written by [Strangeling])



what it's like to be me

what's it like
to cry yourself to sleep,
almost every night?
what's it like
to cut yourself,
trying to emulate your inner pain?
what's it like,
to want to die?
to wish you were never born?
to cry and bleed,
day in, day out?
to love your enemy?
to fight your friends?
to die inside?
what's it like,
to be me?

(Written by [Strangeling])



Running faster and faster, must get away
Rubbing faster nad faster must get away!
Save her from this pain She feels!
The heat her, and push her away
Running but falling and crying her tears
Curlling into a ball, crying, needing someone.
*
She must get away...but she cant
She crys and crys, all curlled in a ball.
Hurt beyond measure, hell is that measure
All she wnted was someone to care.
*
He walked alone in darkness, with no one
He was different, not normal
He walked in the darkness, never the light
So alone, so alone all he wanted
Was someone to take the Loneliness away
Crying he heard, he looked all around
A girl he saw, on the ground, crying
Slowly he walked to her and sat beside her,
Wrapping his arms around her
*
She loked at him, he smiled
She hugged him tightly
He help her and wipped away her tears
"I care, my love, I care." he whispered in her ear
"And you will never be alone." She kissed his cheeks
He held her closer, and pulled back, staring into her mystic blue eyes
Then he kissed her lips softly, with all the love for her
*
Now soneone cares, and their not alone
And every night the walk, hand in hand
And he pulls her close and kisses her lips softly
*
She sat alone, crying in the dark
She sat, with no one to love
She loved but one, but he never knew
She never to a single soul
But there she sits, alone and crying
Never opening her eyes
*
He walked through darkness, sad but true
Thats all he had ever known
Was the blackness of his heart and the hate of all people
Till he met her...
He talked t her, fell in love with her
In his mind she was, beautiful, kind, caring, smart
She even offered to take his loneliness away
But there he was walking through the dark, all alone
*
She sat there, tears falling silently
He looked up to hee her there, and walking up to her
He sat beside her and put her hand in his, holding it
She opened her eyes, seeing him, he smile, "You are loved."
She shook her head, he smiled and whispered in her ear,
"Your loved by me."
She stared into his beautiful eyes, a saw only love for her
"You love me?" She asked, He nodded and whispered, "Forever and eterinty my love."
She stared into his eyes longer then hugged him
He smiled, she smiled, "I will never let you be alone again."
"In Darkness, I am alwas alone." He whispered sadly.
"No, I will walk with you, in darkness and in love."
He looked into her eyes and pulled her close and kissed her lips softly, lovingly.
*
Walking in the dark, blackness all around
She saw everything, but blackness we always there
Alone she walks, with a cold black heart, that no one loves
He blood stain tears, run down her pale face as she walks the lonely road of life.
*
He walked in the darkn, Blackness swollowing him
He had nothing, he was alone, with no one to love
His cold black heart, no one could love, he thought
Noting was there, no one who cared, enough to see
*
As he walk, there up ahead of him, he saw her
At first he thought nothing, then he saw she was like him
He saw the blood stained tears, and wanted to wipe them away
He continued to grow closer and walked to stand in front of her
She stared up into his eyes, he reached up and wipped her tears away
They said not a word but knew they were in love
He wrapped his arms around her, and kissed her lips softly
When he pulled away she smiled, "You can love someone so heartless?"
He smiled, "I can ask you the same, my darling."
She smiled, looking down, he reached and pulled her face to his, and kissed her lips softly
*
Together, a pair of Lovers walk,
In the blackness of the night
Happy and true, the love of two
That no one can ever take away. <3

(Written by [~*Luna*~])



Walking Through the Darkness.

Walking through the darkness, all alone
Walking through the darkness, scared and unknown
Stopping and trying to see, but blackness is all around her
Slowly she walks trying to find something...
Slowly she walks trying to find Love...
Walking through darkness, Tears streaming down her pale face
Walking all alone and lost in teh darkness of her life.
*
Walking and walking, then feeling something, a hand
Slowly she turned to see a boy, her age, standing behind her
She knew him, and knew him well, he smiled kindly
Even though he to was all alone.
She smiled kindly, but never knew
How much he loved her
*
Walking through the darkness, cold and alone,
A hole was up ahead of her, but she couldnt see
She fell into it, screaming for help
But there hw was, that lonely boy
Holding her close, and stopping her fall
He hugged her close and whispered, "I'll never let you go."
She hugged him tight and stayed in his arms
The in her ear, he whispered, "I love you."
She smiled and whispered, "I love you too." Then she kissed his cheek
He pulled away and stared into her eyes, "I live in darkness..." He was sad saying it.
She smiled and whispered, "So do I."
He smiled and kissed her lips softly.
*
Walking through the Darkness, happy and true,
They walk in Darkness, Hand in hand,
Because their Love is true.
*
Angleous and Emmy, Forever and Eternity.

(Written by [~*Luna*~])



I consider earth hell
so I live there and I've walked the paths
I've never found a place called heaven yet
although I know I'm close to it
I've found an angel that is guiding me there
she holds me close and says everything is alright
So far the heaven I've found has been my angel
so I don't need heaven
All I need is to hold my angel in my arms
to kiss her sweet tender lips and to love her always
That's the heaven she's guiding me too
although I have to wait til we get to the final meeting
but I shall wait an enternity just to be with her

(Written by [The Path Walker])



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