2008-11-02 [sequeena_rae]: I don't mind working christmas eve, it means I get new years eve off :P

2008-11-03 [Azuri]: Yay new years eve :D I didnt work Halloween we were drunkish and I'll probably be off for Thanksgiving and Christmas Walmarts closed so yay

2008-11-03 [Fuu]: I learned something this past weekend.... Salem is very very very VERY bad for me.

2008-11-03 [Azuri]: o.O?

2008-11-03 [Fuu]: I visited Salem while I was visiting my friend in Boston. Soooo many shops with herbs, stones, books, and legitimate witches that I was able to talk face to face to and ask questions. I had to be removed from various shops by two of my friends because I didn't want to leave. u.u

2008-11-03 [Delladreing]: Haha, oh dear :P
Yea I still want to go there. Laurie Cabot is still on my hit list.

2008-11-04 [Azuri]: I'm going with you on that one Dela, you need a camera person XD

2008-11-04 [Fuu]: I want to go to! I want to witness this!

2008-11-04 [The Naiad]: Glastonbury is a really good place for witchy shops. It's a beautiful village too. :)

2008-11-04 [Flisky]: *wanders in, slightly lost* I liked Salem...

2008-11-04 [Azuri]: no one said it wasnt nice just that Laurie Cabot needed to die and she just happens to live there

2008-11-04 [Flisky]: Oh...okay...*is still lost but has a vacant smile and is obviously not paying attention* I had a banana for lunch...

2008-11-05 [Azuri]: Shes one of the worst playgans if that helps

2008-11-05 [Cyrano meets Merso]: Did anyone say banana?::D

2008-11-05 [Flisky]: Ahhh. I see. That would make sense. I think... *scratches head* You know, if we killed her, what are we gonna do with the body?

2008-11-05 [Cyrano meets Merso]: Chop it in 6 pieces, legs,arms,head,torso...find hungry pigs and job done...(I love Guy Richie...::D)

2008-11-05 [Falx]: Or, you could talk to [itoe] about how to decompose a body into its base elements.

2008-11-05 [Flisky]: Creeeeepppyyyy....

2008-11-05 [Cyrano meets Merso]: well its easy...or or we could make soap!Fun...and useful!

2008-11-05 [Azuri]: Yay soap!

2008-11-06 [CelticMoon]: ooooo i feel a playgans field trip looming lol

Yay another guy ritchy fan (at last) the films are amazing and i shall stick to that till i die ... aint seen the newest few yet thou :(

I found this creepy site on line i cant remember it now but it shouwed loadsa dead people and some that has soapafied (yay new word lol)very creepy nd they had one of this lill girl they dug up whoed been buried like 40 years ago and she still looked perfect, very very creepy but its nice to think theres a chance you wont turn mushy

2008-11-06 [Cyrano meets Merso]: whats wrong with mushy?
::D

2008-11-06 [Flisky]: I would rather not think about it...

2008-11-06 [Fuu]: I've come to a conclusion - the universe... or at least all the doctors I'm seeing right now are EVIL!! DX I don't but I felt like sharing >><< how is everyone?

2008-11-07 [Azuri]: Doctors can never figure jack shit out >_>

I is doing good playing FF9 whoo for classic games

2008-11-07 [Flisky]: Doctors are dumb. I visited my doc this weekend for him to tell me I had to eat less. No diet plan, no anything. Just eat less. What kind of crap is that?

2008-11-07 [Fuu]: Yea one of the doctors went to tell me "just keep breathing" in which I looked at him before he could say it and said "yea I really want to not breath because it's a FUN thing to do...." It annoys me - it's been a month and no progress.... at all. Correction they ruled at the best things that it could be and the worst - now I'm stuck in the gray area..... someone shoot me now please?

2008-11-07 [Flisky]: Nope. No can do. No one would shoot me when I asked, so I can't shot someone else.

2008-11-07 [Azuri]: @ Flisk- Heres a diet plan for ya 3 decent meals a day with fruit or veggie snacks between if possible. Drink all water, you will lose about 10 lbs alone from that and go for a walk every day. I usually don't even do a walk just work and I've lost 30lbs so far

@ Fuu - No no shoot the doctor not you! I think the medical world needs reform, people only go to school for medical to make money these days no one gives a shit about the actual practice of medicine or the patients just the moolah -_-'

I pretty much avoid the doctors like the plague because I A) have no insurance and B) they probably wont be able to tell me anything anyway.

2008-11-07 [Fuu]: I wish I could avoid the doctors but with this condition I can't ;_; especially seeing it's not something I nor anyone I know can figure out what's wrong. And of course not the doctors. >< And now the 2 lbs I gained went bye bye again between all the stress and meds ;_;

What caliber gun should I use to shoot the doctor?

2008-11-07 [Flisky]: Use a good old fashioned glock. It'll do the job.

Urgh. So with my new "diet", I've lost a whole five pounds. Then I ate a cookie. Because I wanted to. I didn't know one cookie would cause you to gain ten pounds.

2008-11-07 [Delladreing]: It doesn't. But water retention can.

2008-11-07 [Flisky]: How do you fix that? I don't even know how to tell if I'm retaining water...

2008-11-07 [Delladreing]: You can't really "fix" it as it's a natural part of being female. Your body weight fluctuates depending on which stage of your hormonal cycle you are in. During ovulation and before my period I gain nearly 20lbs in water weight alone. Then when my period happens I lose al the excess weight. You can limit it, by doing physical activity and cutting down on your salt in take. You can also take diuretics but I would advise that as a last resort as abuse of diuretics can severely fuck your kidneys up.

2008-11-07 [Flisky]: Ummm....What if you don't have normal female hormonal stuff going on?

2008-11-07 [Delladreing]: I think you need to define that a little bit more for me :P
Feel free to pm me about it.

2008-11-07 [Tragedy In Trend]: Hah, you are very interesting to read and I must say you make it fairly easy! Especially to understand your points. You have a touch of sarcasm but that makes it even fun.

I must say, I did grow up learning, reading, researching different relgions with my sister, wiccan and pagan being the two my sister focused on. I see how you are kind to all worth being kind to, but all those Christians who set out to corrupt pagan and wiccan beliefs...they just spite me. I don't honestly understand how you can back up Christianity as a whole after all that they've done to be the 'top and obviously all knowing.' Okay so I might be a little bitchy, but all opinions count right?

I don't like stereotyping Christians, but the ones around me tend to make that pretty difficult...

Anyhow love, I enjoyed reading through this. Thanks for posting it ^.^

2008-11-07 [Delladreing]: Thank you for your feedback.

And I can stand up for Christians because I know the words of Christ and the actions of followers are entirely different things. It just so happens that the most we hear about are the bad things that happen, past or present. I wont condemn good people who try to live by their faith because there have been bad periods in their history.

2008-11-08 [Tragedy In Trend]: So you are one of the few that are entirely tolerant of all?

2008-11-08 [Delladreing]: I'm pagan which to some degree entails that I believe All Gods Are One God.

The only people I am intolerant towards are morons.

^{edited for better wording}

2008-11-08 [Flisky]: I think morons are fun to watch. They give some entertainment value to being a pagan.

2008-11-08 [Delladreing]: I don't just mean pagan morons. I mean Morons as a general whole. I find stupidity and willful ignorance to be offensive.

There's a kid in one of my classes, and he's so clearly uneducated about everything and anything that it makes me flinch. I resist the urge daily to reach over the table and throttle the life out of him. Save the gene pool a teeny bit. If you're in 4th year university, you should know the difference between purgatory and pestilence. Heck, if you're over five years old and have access to a dictionary you should know that. Dumb fuck.

2008-11-08 [Tragedy In Trend]: Well I'm atheist so I really have nothing to say. I just think it's amazing how much emotion people can put into something they believe. It's very intriguing to me, so in other words I try to be tolerant with the people out here (just so happens to be attatched to the 'Bible Belt') but they are entirely intolerant with me. Guess not everything works out right, eh?

2008-11-08 [Delladreing]: Oh yes, and he was raised Catholic, went to all Catholic schooling, but didn't know that the Bible ("you know the book Christ wrote") was split in to two parts. I may never recover from "Oh so Moses and Jesus were the same person then." comment *nosebleed*

2008-11-08 [Flisky]: *proceeds to roll on the floor laughing hysterically*

2008-11-08 [Delladreing]: Well...not that I really want to defend the Bible Belt, but their religion doesn't give them a lot of wriggle room. Their God is a jealous God (even if that is OT) and well, they believe Christ is the only path to salvation. I've known some really nice Christians, who ultimately think I will go to Hell because of my faith, but they hope God will realise that I'm a good person and let me slip in under the radar. Unfortunately America was founded by the religious zealots not even England wanted (Robin Williams reference to Puritans :P) so it was bound to go a bit extreme.

Your comments are contradictory. You say you are atheist and try to be tolerant of everyone, and yet you ask how it's even possible to be tolerant of Christians when they've done so much wrong. Ehm?

2008-11-08 [Tragedy In Trend]: Oh wow. Just goes to show you no one knows everything! ;P

2008-11-08 [Delladreing]: No but I make an effort. I was an insufferable know it all before Hermione Granger was even a twinkle in J.K.Rowling's eye.

2008-11-08 [Flisky]: *Is still laughing uncontrolably.*

2008-11-08 [Tragedy In Trend]: I believe I have found one of the most awe striking pages...You two are amazing haha!

2008-11-08 [Flisky]: Oh, and Dela, I finally got around to reading the Vampire one. And I love it! (Am anemic. Hate it entirely.)

2008-11-08 [Azuri]: I've known some really kick ass Christians before, people just focus all to entirely on the bad ones who ruin the rep of the good ones but really all religions happen to have them so you just deal with it.

The only religion I really have gripe with is Satanism, I mean youd think that Mr. Levy could have picked a better name considering from what I hear they don't even worship Satan. To me it just says "Hey Christians, this ones for you!" I've never actually studied that particular religion in depth though so i could be completely wrong.

@ Swallowed - You say two, who is this mythical other person?

Oh and being Pagan in the bible belt at one time I can tell you it sucks and its very hard to find a decent christian or pagan, they are all crazy there and I advise most people to just steer clear I am so much happier now that I live in FL because of the more tolerant attitude of the state itself.

I.E. in GA I got told that Halloween was the devils holiday when I said it was my favorite, in FL everyone else is all "OH! I LOVE IT TOO!"

P.S. That boy in your class Dela needs to be culled from the gene pool ASAP!

2008-11-08 [Flisky]: I concur! (About the culling thing.)

2008-11-08 [Wandering Wonderer]: Sorry for the random input, but being Pagan in Georgia is indeed annoying. Coming from a town known for being number one for churches per square mile in the entire state, most of them Southern Baptist, I've had my fair share of run-ins, such as once being told "It's too bad you can't still stone people." Meanwhile a lot of the other Pagans I've met are way out there nutjobs who I think are only Pagan because they associate it with being rebels.

2008-11-08 [Fuu]: Wow - I've missed a hell of a lot while I've been out. Just finished reading through all I missed on the past page and a halfish. My boyfriend has been reading over my shoulder as well, lol.

Christians - in a whole aren't extremely bad. Their beliefs are restrictive on what they are allowed to consider "good" and "bad". Some of the Christians I know are pretty reasonable with me knowing that I am a pagan and that regardless of what they think it's not going to change. For those people I respect that they are able to not try and shove their beliefs down my throat. The only Christians that tend to REALLY ride on my nerves are the "born again Christians" because they think that I need to see the "error of my ways". But even them I have a least a tiny bit of respect for.

Satanism is one thing though that I'm not sure I will ever be able to understand. I've decided to stop trying.

2008-11-08 [Azuri]: Oh god "Born again Christians" you just described my Sister in law and her hubby, in fact for Christmas last year me and my husband both got bibles because she thinks we are going to hell. Pete because hes Agnostic, me because I'm Pagan. They try and try to shove their religion down the families throats to the point where my other sister in law has snapped on them (shes Bahi) and Glenn(their step father) whos Agnostic as well has told them to shut up about it. -_-'

Not even my grandpas this bad and hes a baptist preacher! Then again we try not to reveal true religions if its not christian >_> But either way he thinks Pete is Catholic and didn't try to shove Christianity down his throat.

@ Mad - OMG, I went to a pagan meeting ONCE while I lived there and swore NEVER to go again, it was that bad. They were all dressed up in black "Witchy" clothing and talking about Harry Potter which apparently was a obsession with one of the guys to the point where he told a hairstylist that he wanted Snapes hair cut, which if you ask me isnt really much of a haircut to begin but I digress. GA is in the end filled with Playgans or at least Warner Robins was I actually knew a few pagans that lived up near Atlanta who were sensible but Pete had know them for forever and a day.

2008-11-08 [Wandering Wonderer]: Well I'm currently in college just outside of Atlanta, and I find that age tends to identify to smart Pagans from the Playgans. The older ones actually know what the hell they're talking about, and all the college students are dumbasses, or at least 99% of them.

2008-11-08 [Fuu]: @ Azuri - yea "born again Christians" make me twitch. One of my old high school friends was fine until she "re-found her faith in god" and decided everyone needed to see the light. She found out I was Pagan and I could sweat her eyes nearly fell out of her head they were bugging out. I still get messages on facebook telling me how I should find the grace of god..... I have sworn that if I see her again and she starts preaching to me I'll just have to bite her head off to make her shut up.

My sister and I already deal with my mom - but she's not bad. She just decided to ignore us - the most we get is "take off the pentagram before you see your grandmother so you don't give her a heart attack." That's about it. And we just don't tell my neo-Catholic grandmother because she's in her 80s and it might literally kill her if we told her that.

2008-11-08 [Silver Moon]: my one grandmother is nearly the same way but it won't kill her just estrange her

2008-11-08 [Delladreing]: Ahem *locks the vampire page like it was supposed to be last night.* This is why I shouldn't be writing things after midnight. Hopefully I haven't left any other pages open and ruined my surprise.

2008-11-08 [sequeena_rae]: My personnel manager is a born again Christian. I think he only joined in hopes of growing hair on his head.

So far, it hasn't worked.

Haha, not even the baby Jesus loves him x)

2008-11-08 [Azuri]: Heh thats why we don't tell my grandpa hes 70 and already had open heart surgery so we try not to traumatize him

@ Mad - In Warner Robins age didn't matter cause all the people in the group i attended were much older than me and still crazy. Then again everyone in that town is fucking nuts.

@Squee - XD

2008-11-08 [Cyrano meets Merso]: Wow...miss one day and you have 10 minutes of reading to do...
just to add a little, saying :WELL CHRISTIANS AREN'T ALL THAT EXTREMELY BAD is really kinda stupid...its just :humans aren't all that bad...I think that you can read that in Dela's description of the wiki...Christianity has nothing to do with all the bad its connected too, human stupidity does...Killing, going to war, and beating up kids in Catholic schools isn't Christianity, its the most universal thing found in human race:stupidity.

2008-11-08 [CelticMoon]: yeh allot to get through lol ... mmmmm well its like everything you cant really look at a minority and see it as the majority (though sadly people do) i my self have a very Greek, Norse thinking to religion i think there’s loads of gods but if people like to believe there is just one then fine. The human race is fucked up and there’s a planet to run we take allot of looking after (there meetings must but fun).
I actually came up with a theory one day that God could actually be the devil ... he is manipulative so we are lead to believe and the bible does contradict itself way too often and if God is really wanting to just sit back and watch why would he want the book, the disciples cashed in! sorry im rambling a bit iv had some wine so dont kill me

2008-11-08 [Cyrano meets Merso]: No...we dont need to run the planet, or look after it...we just need to go with the flow...learn from other life forms...
Im Christian, I dont kill people::DWell not because of wine..::D

2008-11-08 [Flisky]: That's okay, Dela. You didn't ruin the surprise...

*Stops and thinks for a second* Wait, what surprise? Now I'm lost!

2008-11-08 [Delladreing]: Mwhaha.

2008-11-09 [Tragedy In Trend]: Uhm sorry to cute in lol, but back at [Azuri] I've read on Satanists, known a bunch. The real one's don't go over-the-top and saccrifice other people's goats. No, it's more...they have a set idea of where they're going for what they enjoy and embrace it. More..."Well I'm going to be me and just to spite you I'll agree with your generalization on myself. How does that make you feel, punk?"

*smiles widely*

My fingers run away a lot, but they normally stay ontop the keyboard- silly really!

2008-11-09 [Azuri]: Swallowed I cant understand like the first part of your response, it looks like you skipped words in your rush to type back :) Like I said I never researched it, never really cared enough.

@ Dela- SURPRISE!? WANT!

@ Cyrano - Like I've said before recently we've all got our crazies but I don't think we have any here right now...well not that type of crazy anyway XD

2008-11-09 [Tragedy In Trend]: Oh sorry. Actually that's how I talk. Maybe I'm just confusing then? But I did mean cut*

2008-11-09 [Cyrano meets Merso]: *is lost...again*

2008-11-09 [Flisky]: *looks at Cyrano* Join the club, we have shirts. *pulls out a shirt that says "I frequently get lost during conversations"*

2008-11-09 [Tragedy In Trend]: Oh geeze. I need a few of those. And a hat. Y'all have hats?

2008-11-13 [sequeena_rae]: I have a hat. It shits purple glitter.

2008-11-13 [Silver Moon]: hehehehehe can I have the shirt?

2008-11-13 [CelticMoon]: wooooow .... i so want a shiting hat it sounds sparkle-lishes

2008-11-14 [Tragedy In Trend]: Hahah that's brilliant. I'm lame enough that my hat won't even shit for me. I have a longhorn's one that's mysteriously turning pink though...

2008-11-20 [BarleySinger]: I have been wondering where the line between "pretend pagans" and "mystical posers" is. I have known a number of people who were quite serious about their pagan religious views, were extremely well read, knew what they were talking about (in most respects)....but who were utter flakes -claiming all sorts of mystical experiences and powers that were OBVIOUSLY untrue; just sad attempts to impress people with their importance and specialness by claiming to be "ever so powerful". I try very hard to be open minded - but not SO open minded that my brain falls out into the dust on the floor. 

The kinds of claims I hear are just stupid. I just cannot understand how people can expect any response other than "silence" or "laughter" from the people that they lie to.

2008-11-20 [BarleySinger]: As for "satanism"...there are several different types. Anton La Vey came up with the idea (mostly in rebellion against the Catholic church) that "satan" was the embodiment of all of the normal human desires and traits that Christianity despises (from lust and passion to anger and hate). This is why their services are an intentional mockery of a standard communion service. There are many other religious practices where the practicioners call the thing they do "satanism"; from "self styled devil worship" to discordianism.

2008-11-20 [Silver Moon]: There was someone who was talking to me and seriously thought she could change her eye color through a spell.
She was aggravated because the "spell" didn't work

2008-11-20 [Cyrano meets Merso]: Ah people are generally lost today, the young ones especially, and especially in the ''developed'' countries, mostly because the moral system is going down the drain (seriously, name one show on tv that isnt about sex, drugs, money, not counting cartoons), and to tell you the truth most of them are just plain spoiled and idiots so to speak...Agree?

2008-11-20 [Silver Moon]: agreed, honestly, my parents raised us kids away from the cities and we grew up on a property that used to be a park, nice are to grow up and we are doing well in college and stuff.
We were home schooled too.
It also helped nurture respect for nature as a whole

2008-11-20 [Cyrano meets Merso]: Well people make a mistake(more and more nowadays) saying: man and nature, nature and man etc, thats wrong, there is only nature...

2008-11-20 [Silver Moon]: yea.

2008-11-20 [Estantia]: Not ALL kids are like that... just the 'popular' ones.

It's interesting though, because I was chubby they tried to push me out of their group. There was two options a determined kid could take 1) I'm going to make you accept me or 2) Fine, I don't need you to be happy.

I took number 2, however I met someone who'd taken 1, and GODS I'm glad I didn't do it!

2008-11-20 [Delladreing]: "Popular" is a bad term to use, because that kind of thing happens with people who aren't considered "main stream" popular by their peers either.

2008-11-20 [Silver Moon]: true there are sub groups. The basement on campus is a hang out for outcasts that don't fit in the mainstream but even they have popular people

2008-11-21 [Azuri]: Ah yea I had that happen to me by my friends when I was in middle school, nothing like having someone tell you your best friend doesn't want to be friends with you anymore and finding out years later it was cause someone said you were dirty :D Oh well wouldn't be were I am now or probably be as happy if it hadn't happened ^_^

2008-11-21 [Silver Moon]: yea that's a good way of looking at it

2008-11-21 [Cyrano meets Merso]: Never been mainstream...Its not the same thing here with jocks and cheerleaders (since we dont have them), but its more less the popular group and everyone else...but its not such a big difference, dissing and such...well not like in your movies at least::D

2008-11-21 [CelticMoon]: everything happens for a reason ...it may hurt at the time but it shapes us and if were lucky we realise that in the future

2008-11-21 [Silver Moon]: *nods* Well if the college hadn't messed my schedule up my second semester I may never have met my girlfriend, and realized I was bi

2008-11-21 [Cyrano meets Merso]: Hm...something like that::D

2008-11-21 [Silver Moon]: So any plans for the weekend?

2008-11-21 [Flisky]: I don't have to work this weekend! *does a celebratory dance*

2008-11-22 [Silver Moon]: cool

2008-11-22 [Azuri]: WHAHA I have switched to overnight working and don't go in til 10pm tomorrow so its like i have a day off :D

2008-11-22 [Silver Moon]: that's nice

2008-11-22 [Flisky]: I loved third shift. I only do that during the summer. :)

2008-11-22 [Silver Moon]: I work Sundays

2008-11-22 [Cyrano meets Merso]: Hm...Im going to...hm dont know how to translate it...well its a happening, where you slaughter a pig and prepare its part for the winter(and I dont mean putting on winter tires::))...its quite a tradition here...people do it in their backyards...

2008-11-22 [The Naiad]: I don't work at the moment - too busy with University. I work an average of 12-hours a day on Uni work nevertheless.

2008-11-22 [Flisky]: That sucks...I hate homework...or is it dorm-work? Heehee.

2008-11-22 [Azuri]: Im going to start school back up next semester hopefully after we move for the last time in the next gazillion years *is sick of moving* so working thirds will do well for that too.

Third always scared me stupid when I worked at the connivance stores, probably because it was in the ghetto and many strange people and bums came in O.o I was always worried about getting robbed.

At least I really don't have to worry about that at a walmart :D

2008-11-22 [Silver Moon]: I am working at the university of Southern Indiana as a student and then on Sundays I work as lab monitor

2008-11-22 [CelticMoon]: I went to Buckinghamshire the other day to see the uni im going to and it looks great but the dorm rooms are a bit pricey there like £78 a week or £90 a week with onsuite so in the end it costs the same amount to sleep as it does to do the dam course lol - Thou they said we could get arelated job thatd pay £12,000 a year for just 18 hours of work a week so ill be quids in if i get it

2008-11-22 [Silver Moon]: good luck

2008-11-22 [Azuri]: Indiana you say? I was born and raised there :)

2008-11-23 [Silver Moon]: what part?

2008-11-23 [Azuri]: Anderson/chesterfield. Its maybe a half hour from Muncie and like 2 hours from Indianapolis

2008-11-26 [CelticMoon]: I have no clue where those places are ... sept there in america lol

2008-11-27 [Silver Moon]: I know were they are I have family up there

2008-11-27 [Falx]: Happy Thanksgiving!

2008-11-27 [Azuri]: They are nice places to visit but I don't think I'd ever want to live there again.

2008-11-29 [CelticMoon]: I could never live in Texas ... id die from the heat im not a sun type of person

2008-11-30 [Azuri]: sun isnt so bad I live in Florida but I still swear it was hotter in Georgia >>

2008-11-30 [Cyrano meets Merso]: Well as long as its dry heat...we have a lot of moisture here...Ill tell ya' I was walking in Belgrade(dry heat) on 41 degrees Celsius, and I didnt have as much problem with it as I have here when its about 30...

2008-12-06 [irish kitten]: hi......

2008-12-06 [CelticMoon]: hay uuuuuuuuuuuuu

2008-12-07 [irish kitten]: lol how are you guys?

2008-12-09 [Tragedy In Trend]: Hiya ^.^

And I know I'm late on this but Texas is probably one of the best placed I could live. And I'm not a sun person either! But I really loved it there! The people are very accepting. Now Oklahoma isn't...I don't like it there one bit.

2008-12-11 [irish kitten]: well hears how the last few months have gone.. the very last thing i found out over thanksgiving break..well i got sent to the cherokee mental health instatution on september 15th- 16th or the 25th of september. for cutting myself, writing suicidal notes, and i was making death threats. also because of my behavior. on the 2nd of september i ran away to my freind laurels house which is all the way across town in crocks-shoes, and tank top, and short shorts. and it was raining and it was really cold out. i was afraid that my step dad was goign to hurt me for some reason. but i was very visiouse towards my parents. i was out of controll, and no one could make me stop, or controll me, or even calm me down. i was way out of line. and i just needed some help. and i told my parents and my friends that i was sorry for putting them through that shit. and its december and i still feel bad.. 




and my best friend kim a girl that i went to pre-k with killed herself. she juped out of a car going 60-75 mph. and she was going down an interstate and she jumped out on perpouse.... it killed her instantly..... nad i haventg seen her in 2 years and the last thing we said to each other was that we hope that we nver see each other again.. and i never got to say bye to her.. and now i will never say bye to her and i will never see her again...

2008-12-11 [Delladreing]: *sigh*

If it's true I'm sorry for your loss- I doubt you'll forgive a cynic for saying such a thing.

2008-12-11 [CelticMoon]: mmmm well ... considering my dear that such things didn’t get you much of a good response last time you were here it does seem a little odd that that was your opening gambit.

2008-12-11 [Duke Devlin]: -.-
Damn.., now, I too am sorry, if it is true. But man... -.-

2008-12-12 [Cyrano meets Merso]: *takes a dip in his lake of cool, drinks a sip from his Christian love other people glass, and takes a bite of his Buddhist calm cake, and offers to everyone in the room, Dela especially*
*sigh*

2008-12-12 [Delladreing]: I am not in need of being calmed. But I don't tolerate fakers and frauds, that should be evident by now.

2008-12-12 [Cyrano meets Merso]: No one does...thats why I offered, sorry...*nibbles upon cake*

2008-12-13 [irish kitten]: its ok... and im not lying if you dont believe me then will you please talk ot my mom about it.... mybe that would help you guys belive me.....

2008-12-13 [Delladreing]: And we talk to her how? Frankly sweetheart I don't care enough. There are a million and one kids posting the exact same drama in public places for attention.

I'd feel like a hypocrite because my own life is one disaster after another, but I keep it either to myself or in my journal-where people can either decide to read it or not, and ultimately, care or not. You're posting it in a public place where I and several others jump on that kind of false drama and rip it several new arseholes.

Think before you type. Or someone may remove your fingers.

2008-12-13 [Azuri]: I was quite surprised to see her return considering last she was here she was saying she was going to tell others what mean people reside here at playgans

2008-12-13 [Delladreing]: Indeed.

2008-12-13 [sequeena_rae]: Holy batman it lives.

2008-12-13 [Delladreing]: It always lives. It just sleeps a lot.

2008-12-14 [Azuri]: Its like a cat really.

2008-12-14 [Flisky]: Is it bad that I simply skipped her posts?

2008-12-14 [CelticMoon]: its forgivable ;-)

2008-12-15 [Duke Devlin]: Heh.., Dela, you are fantastic. :P

2008-12-15 [Delladreing]: *bows*

2008-12-16 [Cyrano meets Merso]: *Drum roll* And the best comment award goes to *some blond chick with huuuuge (fake) boobs unwraps the paper*: OMG I cant believe its : [sequeena_rae]: Holy batman it lives

::)

2008-12-16 [Flisky]: Now we make sport about it?

Well, it's better than other things we could be doing. (Public ridicule and tar and feathering come to mind.)

2008-12-16 [Falx]: *walks away dejectedly carrying ye olde vat o' tar and bag of feathers*

2008-12-16 [Delladreing]: Aw no honey come back with that! We can use it later on.

2008-12-16 [Falx]: *Brightens up* Really?
*brings back tar and feathers*
Should I put some oil on to boil as well?

2008-12-16 [Delladreing]: Ach why not. You can never have enough.

2008-12-16 [Falx]: Yay! Anything else I can get for you? *runs off to boil oil*

2008-12-16 [Delladreing]: Caffeine would be nice.

2008-12-16 [CelticMoon]: ooooooo Dela got a duke stalker for Christmas, how nice ;-)

You cant be the tar and feathers... unless of course red hot pokers can be involved then you got ye self a party!!

2008-12-16 [Duke Devlin]: I'm a stalker now? :O :D

2008-12-16 [Delladreing]: If you really want...

2008-12-16 [Duke Devlin]: XD
Ace... Well.., I already stalked the wiki, that'll do. XD I'm not quite that creepy. :P

2008-12-16 [Delladreing]: Give it time :P

2008-12-16 [Duke Devlin]: >:) That I shall... That I shall.. >:)

2008-12-16 [Falx]: Mmmm... red hots... *wants cinnamon candy now*

2008-12-16 [Duke Devlin]: Damn.. I want red hots. :O

2008-12-16 [Azuri]: Ooo red hots <3

2008-12-17 [Falx]: *has no red hots, but does have fireballs!*

2008-12-17 [Flisky]: *breaks down into tears* I miss candy...

2008-12-17 [Azuri]: me too >_<

2008-12-17 [Delladreing]: I have no idea what you are all taking about.

2008-12-17 [Fade_in2_Dark]: I have no idea of anything...I am rarely on this site anymore...But hello everyone

2008-12-17 [Azuri]: Candy and how we cant eat it?

2008-12-17 [Delladreing]: Ah I see. Never heard of any of it.

2008-12-17 [sequeena_rae]: 2008-12-16 [Cyrano meets Merso]: *Drum roll* And the best comment award goes to *some blond chick with huuuuge (fake) boobs unwraps the paper*: OMG I cant believe its : [sequeena_rae]: Holy batman it lives

omg I win! What do I win?

2008-12-17 [Cyrano meets Merso]: *is long gone with the reward money and the blond chick in the reward airplane to some paradise island*
::)

2008-12-17 [Flisky]: Why is the chick always blond?

2008-12-17 [CelticMoon]: why isn’t she bold? with a third nipple .... and a speech impediment

2008-12-17 [Cyrano meets Merso]: Hm, well blond because I tried to make it as parodic(which isnt a real word) as possible, I myself personally go for darker, with curls if possible::)
And the third nipple...well what ever turns you on m8::)
Short hair ok...bold hm...nah not my thing...WOAH!Stop interfering with my fantasy::)

2008-12-17 [Flisky]: I bet she's hairy like a wookie.

2008-12-18 [CelticMoon]: lmao

2008-12-18 [Azuri]: Hehe wookie XD

2008-12-18 [Falx]: Yeah, a big, blonde wookie! Buggery. I have that song stuck in my head now.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lk5_OSsawz4

2008-12-18 [Azuri]: Lol XD

2008-12-18 [irish kitten]: hey look guys im sorry for the way i have acted to make you not belive me...but i just wanted to let yo uguys know that im sorry

2008-12-18 [Delladreing]: You're still welcome to read/comment here, you just need to realise that that kind of drama, isn't entirely appropriate, for all the reasons I have stated.

2008-12-19 [Azuri]: ZOMG 1 to go!!

2008-12-19 [Flisky]: *is confused and has to look* Heehee. Only 1 left. And I was getting used to be all...patient.

2008-12-20 [Estantia]: only 1, what's going to happen at the end, an explosion?

2008-12-21 [CelticMoon]: will farther crimbo explode and shower with blood and guts ....TRA LA LA LA LAAAAAA

2008-12-21 [irish kitten]: lol.. nad yeah i know... im sorry for the drama...

2008-12-21 [Azuri]: I think it means the locked pages become unlocked if I'm not mistaken :P but explosions are nice too!

2008-12-23 [sequeena_rae]: OMGZ WTF IS THIS!

2008-12-24 [irish kitten]: lol i love explosions!!!

2009-01-08 [Delladreing]: It depends upon the culture.

The most common attribute is that the 7th child of the 7th child is in some way psychic. In some instances it's believed that the child is capable of healing via touch due to their heightened connection, where others view the child to be cursed. I think this is celtic in origin, Irish if I'm not mistaken. The seventh (usually a son) would be gifted with foresight or fairy sight. When the celts say "fairy" they don't mean the sweet little dears with wings of course. They mean the Other People that stole away babies and did all the stuff they didn't have an explanation for. Like leaving a child with the ability to see in to the future behind after a one night stand with a mortal..

I know in Portuguese culture the seventh son is supposed to be cursed with being a werewolf, while the seventh daughter is supposed to have the mark of a witch on her- although whether or not they need to be the seventh child of the seventh child I do not know.

2009-01-08 [Fuu]: Looks amazing Dela

2009-01-08 [Delladreing]: Still going *pants*

2009-01-08 [windowframe]: I'm a 13th child of a 13th child. There were lots of still-borns involved.

2009-01-08 [Fuu]: *hugs Dela* But it still looks amazing how much you've done. ^^

2009-01-08 [Delladreing]: *hugs* *uses [Fuu] to stand up and hang on to* thank...you...

lol @ silvie.

Artsie: the only real thing I can tell you is that you have to be the biological 7th child. So all your brothers and sisters from before you have to all have been born by your mother. Who also had to be the biological 7th child. If you were a boy I think it would be yor father, that's the way it seems to run.
I'd try looking in to Irish folklore if I were you.

2009-01-08 [windowframe]: Acksually, I'm not just a 13th child of a 13th child. I'm a 13th albino hermaphrodite child with perfect pitch, of a 13th albino hermaphrodite child with perfect pitch. We made a side-show out of it for a while, y'know? 'Come see amazing hermaphrodite albino family choir! They never sing a note wrong!'

2009-01-08 [Azuri]: I is never having 7 children so I don't have to worry about this XD

2009-01-08 [Duke Devlin]: LMAO

2009-01-13 [Avoral]: Every time I kill someone in my dreams over the past couple weeks, the face always turns into the same face, and it's freaky as hell. It's got massive wide eyes with the pupil seeming dilated enough to overtake the iris and he's got long ears. No hair on the head or face; he's kinda wrinkly, but not to the point of loose skin. Thin lips, not abnormally so. Doesn't make a noise, just snaps from whoever they were to that face with that same expression and dead silence when I kill them. Does this mean anything? Am I describing anything or anyone? And furthermore, should I have kept that one to myself?

I just want my nighttime killing back.

2009-01-15 [CelticMoon]: geez that creepy, i had about 2 weeks when i did nothing but dream about zombies ... freaked me out a lill

2009-01-16 [Azuri]: Heh my husband loves his zombie dreams, when he tells me about them I don't think I'd be too afraid of them either considering in one he was playing guitar hero by driving a car over zombies of different colors corresponding with the notes.

2009-01-16 [The Naiad]: LOL. That's hilarious! I have zombie dreams on and off - I HATE zombies!

2009-01-16 [Azuri]: Well thats the thing so does he XD

2009-01-17 [Estantia]: I like the idea for that guitar hero....

2009-01-18 [Nikeathene]: -_- who says you are a hater dela...i can verbally assault them for you, not like it does anything but make me feel special ^-^. anyone who accepts and is friends with some one else of a different religion cant be one obviously.and how, if you are pagan, can you be spreading hatred among the masses about pagans? seriously dumbasses *>.> i dislike the ignorant...

2009-01-18 [Azuri]: Hah I doubt she would need you to verbally harass them for her, if she wanted to do that she is a master of it XD